Last night I sat down on the floor and did this mega long spread, and I do mean Mega long. It has 21 cards that cover a long range of questions from the past to the future. The funny thing that I see though is that a few cards that have seemingly been stalking me here lately show up yet again. Sho I am going to write down everything first and then Attempt to try and write out some kind of meaning to it all, I might break out in a sweat.
I II III IV V VI VII
C 15 16 17 18 19 20 21
B 8 9 10 11 12 13 14
A 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
A. The Past I. Work/ Prospects
B. The Present II. Home/Needs
C. The Future III. Luck/Desires
VII.. Personal Quest.
A. The Past B. Present C. The Future
I. Eight of Swords Page of Swords Queen of Coins
II. Nine of Coins Hanged Man Eight of Cups
III. Six of Cups Ace of Cups Six of Wands
IV. Judgement Two of Swords Queen of Cups
V. The Chariot Two of Wands Knight of Swords
VI. Four of Cups. The Devil Five of Swords
VII. The Star Three of Coins Three of Wands
Ahhh, Geez that is long and its going to get longer.
I. Work/Prospects. alright so here I need to be Totally honest and say, I have not really worked much in my life. I have had three jobs all of which where no longer then three months. But, I do have two kids and have been home with them since I was nineteen. I hesitate to say that the ties of family are what this card is about, maybe I felt a bit restricted in the past from it. The Page of Swords reminds me so very much of both my children. The child is a red head and looks in an odd way like both my little girl and boy. They are very high spirited and high needs children. They require a lot of work but they are teaching me a lot about patience and perseverance. The Queen of Coins I think points to me becoming independently working outside the home, making my contiributation to the family with making my own money. I would like this, I love love love my kids just sometimes I miss being around adults=)
II. Home/ Needs. In the past I only concentrated on myself, I also seemed to have a love of the finer things. The Hanging Man does really remind me of the circumstance right now. Since I am still as stay at home mom and we only have one car I am in a bit of a resting and waiting phase right now. The last one bothers me a bit though, some movement would be nice to see but I don’ t want to move away totally. I like how the figure is reaching for the moon, but I don’t think I want to go so totally far from where I am right now that I am out of orbit.
III. Luck/ Desires. I think the six of cups indicates my desire sometimes to be able to do things over in the past. I don’t do this all the time, but in the past I had a big problem with this. Ace of Cups means that things are starting to look up for me and I am starting to feel fulfilled. Six of Wands, what a good card to have in the luck section. Whenever this starts I will have a pretty happy and lucky time.
IV. Friends/Support: This one kinda has me stumped a bit. I say that I have in the past had help from those higher up, and right now (Two of Swords) I am blind to those around me, I am not in contact with many people do to moving around A lot and being super shy, plus not working and not having a car, so its kind of me and hubs in a party for two type of thing, which isn’t always a good thing=) Ahh now here is my stalker. The Queen of Cups has shown up almost in every reading I have had recently, it would be nice to really know what she wants..
V. Love/Sex. I am not even sure about any of this, The chariot, wanting to be the one at the reigns=p Two of Wands, I have no clue, the picture on this card is of two looked boxes with the key floating in between and sort of in front of them. Either I like having/being mysterious or in my relationship now we both have secrets. King of Swords, I don’t know if this is someone in my life or me, that is the problem I have with court cards sometimes. I am just going to leave it alone.
VI. Plans/Goals: Four of Cups, I didn’t really have any. I was in more of a looking at what I couldn’t do versus what I could do. The Devil, I once agian am not sure. It seems like its saying I am taking advantage of something or manipulating, but really I am not. I’m pretty much just waiting around for my oldest to go into school this year so I can take college classes. Five of Swords, I suddenly go into command and conquer mode, what the heck is that? I can barely make plans for later in the day let alone become a conquering barbarian who takes over. Maybe it means that I don’t get far with my plans, we’ll have to wait and see.
VII. Personal Quest. Setting my goals/foundations, working diligently, then setting it out into the world and watching it take sail. Now I have always wanted to do some fictional writing, I have great ideas I just was never very good at grammar or just generally writing good stories. Maybe I should just work at it and see what comes of it. That is what it seems to be saying here.
Wooo! that was one loooong reading. I am now off to indulge in anything chocolate that I can find hiding in my cupboards.
Cheers to you!